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Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Control Freak

I said it. I admitted it. When it comes to me having total control over EVERYTHING, I freak out. There are several instances in my life that prove this. A few I haven't quite decided if I want to blog about yet. My high anxiety levels come from the fact that I cannot be in complete control of my life and of everything in it (take what my baby boy can and cannot do). And, honestly- it scares the crap out of me. I know that I should put my faith in Jesus and let him take control. I KNOW THIS! Why I have not been able to do it, I don't know. I just can't let go. The 'things' I mentioned above (that I can't decide whether to blog or not) are the only things I have been able to control. And, that also scares me. Because it's not a good kind of control to have. This I also know. I seem to know alot; many of you are probably saying, "then do something about it since you know so much". I'm rambling now. I guess I ask for a prayer from you- And, a virtual hug or 2 :)

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2 comments:

  1. Hugs Jess! You can always email me girl! We are all here for you.

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